Monday, August 19, 2013

Tender Criminal

It's odd...I know...but some cemeteries are too beautiful to be synonymous with the evils we curse upon death.  I can think of a few that take my breath away with each season, and I think more of the grandeur in life, rather than the crime in robbing someone their beloved.  There's so much beauty in the whole cycle, too much to be captured, but I did my best in trying to marry the loss and the life.


You’re not supposed to breathe such life
Not when you’ve been designated one disagreeable purpose
The gracious host to the vacant guest
You exclude none from your embrace
Cradling their deaths in the humming earth
Alive with toil and preparations for the days to come
Soothing their decomposition with the daily compression of roots gripping soil
Cementing stone under the lush cover of fertile moss and lichen

You’re not supposed to be that gracious host
Opening gates to mourning and human regrets
As you do with your sweeping stretch
Embracing the spirited revelries of each Season’s shade
And your trees warm welcome homes
Their limbs hugging nests of new life and you the witness to first breaths
You’re not supposed to elicit joy with your April pink cherry blossoms
Showering your grounds with a silken blanket inviting thoughts of picnics
Or the need for a youthful release in the climbing of your October maples
Shaking free the burning red leaves
Flourishing in an upward spiral with the crisp Autumnal breeze
Or the childlike urge to imprint angels in your fields of pristine February snow
Fearless guardians even under the cloak of deep Winter dark
Their breathless hush echoing off each tinkling of snowflake stacking

You’re not supposed to bathe so freely in Dawn’s shallows and Dusk’s depths
But you feel no shame in doing so
Naked and on display for flirtatious winking eyes
You’re brazen in flaunting your scars
Cold gray slabs marking each and every one
Who was at one brief blink in history
Someone’s baby
And you’re guilty of the blame in verbal violence hurled at your walls
But you’re honest in your raw beauty
And you’re beautiful in your farewells and your receptions
And there’s no fault in loving who you are
And tending to the love put in your care

You’re not supposed to make me smile
And look forward to your next grand gesture
But you do
Mysterious you

E.A. O'Connell

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